Saturday, March 5, 2011

one trick pony

a pony’s slick loins  
curve under the eye  
hooves lift lightly   
bending with grace  
walleyed he runs   
around and around  
waiting to perform  
mane lifted by running and indecision   
red brown in the sun 
crest bowed  
oh he is a beautiful creature  
glossy with the sweat of intention    
power gathers in his muscles  
and then   
he flies    
fanciful
exacting
exquisite

still  
he is only  
a one trick pony
not able even to bow

Wednesday, March 2, 2011

for Martha

last night I dreamed us
on the beach at Santa Cruz again    

the sun poked a hole in the clouds  
and burned dark 
one gull stood dazed
mouth open
unaware of us   

we waded in the cool water      
holding Simon and Chris under their baby arms   
they snatched their tiny feet from the waves   
and we all squealed

we were fresh and fair of face again   
our legs firm and long  
and we wore small round pins
  
on our Peter Pan collars  

Thursday, February 3, 2011

it's just a question...



I was in the waiting room of a lab this morning waiting to have my blood drawn. The TV was on and people were sitting in rows of chairs watching. You see, when you’re in a waiting room you get to watch TV whether you want to or not.

I don’t know the channel and I don’t know the show but this I do know: it was all about Charlie Sheen. The two ladies sitting to the left of me and the gentleman to the right were watching. I overheard one of the ladies say to the other, “What a shame.” I became curious.

“Why is Charlie Sheen such a big deal that he gets this much TV time and everyone seems to be so concerned about him?” I asked the ladies.

They were very happy to enlighten me. It seems that Charlie’s behavior affects his children AND it affects his co workers on his TV show in that as long as he is in (or not in, as the case may be) rehab, they are not working.

I told them I understood that and I also understand that there are thousands of little children in this world whose parents’ behavior affects them but no one seems to be so concerned about them that they get hours of TV time. I also told them that it is my opinion that his co workers KNEW up front what Charlie was like and yet chose to work with him. Is that Charlie’s fault? Show business is iffy at best.

Now I happen to believe that addiction is a disease and Charlie is diseased and that is a “shame” as the lady said, but certainly not worth hours of TV, newspaper and internet time.

 The receptionist overheard our discussion and she said her niece died of an overdose of drugs and she didn’t get any TV or internet time. Come to think of it, neither did my sister.

I’m not saying Charlie doesn’t have a problem. Clearly he does. I am not making any judgments. I am just asking why is Charlie Sheen’s problem so important to the rest of the world.